meh1014

I find myself thinking about you, But I don't want to. I despise the very thought of you, Yet you claw your way into my thoughts. Get out of my head, Get out of my thoughts. You are not welcome here anymore. Leave me be. I hate you. I never want to see you again. Stop being around me. I hate everything. You act so happy, but when we see each other, You look pained. Do you remember? Do you remember what you did? How you made me feel? How about when I couldn't eat for a month, Because of you. How about when I threw up every morning, Because of you. So can you just leave me alone? Fully. I never want to think of you ever again. Leave my heart al

Gay I miss you so I wish you know How I hope you're here So close and near Memories of us Together Holding hands It felt like forever. Seems like now I've not seen you anyhow Feels so blue Not being with you. Keep me warm Hold me close Stay around Don't be cold. Hold me tight Keep me near Stay next to me Don't leave me here. Once you came And called my name That's all you may. Just now and today That all these I say Maybe tomorrow I'll be a bit more gay.